Kind of sucks knowing things aint the same anymore.
I don’t write like I use to.
I finally got it through my head that I shouldn’t be sad over someone who can walk away from me without any hesitation. I shouldn’t miss someone who doesn’t miss me. I shouldn’t think about someone who doesn’t think about me. I don’t need to be sad over someone who left my side without even a simple goodbye. I’m not going to sit around and be sad over someone like that.
I’m going to be happy and enjoy my summer. I’m going to create memories with the people I love, meet new people who are going to leave footprints on my heart, and laugh until my stomach hurts. I’m going to eat as much as I want, workout as hard as I can, and get sunburned from the beach. I’m even going to kiss a few frogs before I hit my prince charming. I’m going to make mistakes and learn from them. I’m going to live my life. I’m taking one day at a time.
I’m going to keep my head held high & a smile on my face (=
You’ve never even taken me on a date, but you’re trying to fuck me?
Just because I party doesn’t mean that’s all I do.
Just because I get good grades doesn’t mean I don’t have a life.
Just because I care about my future doesn’t mean I take things too serious.
Just because I go out a lot doesn’t mean I don’t care about my family.
I’m out a lot but I still know my family comes first. I’m still family orientated. Just because I party, drink, and smoke doesn’t mean I’m fucking up my future. Just because I ditch school from time to time doesn’t mean I’m failing. I have a 4.3gpa for your information, bitch. Just because I care about my future and know what I want in life doesn’t mean I take things too serious. I know what I want. I know what I’m doing. My priorities are straight so shut the fuck up. I’m having fun and enjoying life, but I still know what and who comes first.
I sometimes sit around and think about all I’ve been through and the people I’ve gone through it with.
I wouldn’t trade it for the world. I look back and smile, even through the bad times because it made me who I am today. The situations I’ve gone through and the people I’ve gone through them with only made me stronger. The mistakes I’ve made, I’ve learned from. What doesn’t kill me only makes me stronger, right? (:
I’ve grown close to a lot of people and drifted from a lot of people, but if I once cared, I’ll always care for you. Even if we don’t speak anymore. I’m still just a phone call away. I miss all the people I use to be close with but as you grow up, you grow apart. Whatever happens, I just want the best for them.
We spend so much time thinking about that someone and wondering if you’ve even past their mind. But eventually we just stop thinking about them in that way and look back on how much time we spent trying to think things through. What was done was done right? No doubt about it. We find new people but we’ll also think back on all those little moments together and think about how special they were or at least how special you thought they were. Things will never be the same as that one moment. Thinking about it now it’s crazy how that one person can just be stuck on your mind for so long. You can say I’m over it but you still know that person is on your mind.
All day everyday for awhile. And over thinking things will only make you crazy.
I get really protective of my friends when it comes down to parties.
I’m going to let you have your fun and let you drink/smoke or whatever but at the end of the night I’ll be making sure you’re okay. I’ll be the one blowing up your phone to make sure you’re home safely or have a place to stay.
No matter how gone I am, I’ll make sure you’re okay.
I don’t know why, I get really protective.
I have a feeling this summer’s going to be a good one :’)
Fuck…What happened to us?