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Katy Perry ft Kanye West
We don’t give a fuckkk. Welcome to the danger-zone.
March 2011
February 2011
It's sad how fast someone can change.
Have you ever realized how fast someone can change? How they were a completely different person in the beginning and as time went on, they kept changing and changing? You never truly realize how much a person changes until you take a step back and just look at them.
It’s disappointing to see them follow the hype and give into to peer pressure. To become so into drugs and partying scene. Seeing that they no longer give a shit about school and putting their life at risk like that.
It’s such a shame. But what more can you do? You don’t talk to them as much so it’s not your place to say anything. You want to make a difference in their lives, to try to get them back into the right place, but then you face the fact that you’re two completely different people and you can’t do anything about it.
Yeah, that feeling sucks. I hate it.
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The man behind the mask. →
So people always say be true to yourself or be yourself but, how well do we know oneself? Are the ideas and the things we think our thoughts? Are what we want to be our decisions or are they others? Because people grow simple-minded and are moved by what they hear. Are we becoming who we are because our parents or friends wanted you to be? How do people be true to themselves if they can’t stay true to others? We wear a different mask for every different situation. Now what is a mask? A mask is something we put on for protection as disguising who we are. We don’t act the same way we’re with our friends with our parents. We don’t act the same way when we’re sitting down with our boss. So how do we be ourselves if you can’t even determine which one of our-self is true? It’s like all our different masks are characters and we are the script writer forgetting which role we assigned the main character to. Because we think we know who we are but, know simply nothing because understanding oneself is simply complex. So who is the person behind the mask? How do we be true to ourselves if we always disguise ourselves with a different mask blinding ourselves from obtaining what is true.
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California state of mind.
I don't give a fuck attitude.
Lately, that’s the attitude I’ve been having.
About school, about my safety, about my health, etc. It’s bad, I know. But I just don’t care about myself right now. I keep putting others before me and it’s taking a lot out of me. I’ve gotten to the point where I just don’t give a shit about anything that has to do with me.
I need to get refocused on school. Stop harming my health. Start watching out of my safety. I just need time to myself. Time to relax, to breathe, to take a break from everyone.
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“If you’re going to love me, love only me. If you decide to break my heart, break it all. If you’re going to hug me, hug me like you mean it. If you’re going to care for me, care for me all the time. If you decide not to hold me, let me fall. If you’re going to stay, stay forever. If you’re going to leave, leave now. If you’re going to change, change for the better. And if we’re going to talk, please mean what you say. ”
—Steven Rosas (via shurlee)
I don't even vent my feelings on here anymore.
Too many dumb bitches acting like they run this site. It’s a blogging site, calm yourself with all that hype shit, saying you need more followers, and you don’t have enough notes. It’s a blogging site, none of that should matter.
A fella can make her smile, but he's not her full source to full happiness. She doesn't give him the full opportunity to her heart because if he left then she wouldn't be so sad.
There’s more to happiness than a fella making you happy. There’s other sources to genuine happiness.
Smoking weed is healthier than drinking alcohol. But people die more by snitching, than doing drugs.
Weed & Alcohol.
I don’t think they’re are a problem, if you know your limits and still have your priorities straight while doing them.
You can’t say drugs/alcohol ruins lives and causes you to drop out of school, it’s the decisions you make that do. Drugs can’t put a gun to your head and say “drop out or I kill you”, it’s your own choice to do so.
So before you judge me for doing what I do, get to know me. I’m a straight A student who sleeps in her own bed at night, not some strangers floor. I respect my parents, & hold down for my friends <3
I find myself distancing myself from a lot of people now. I don’t talk to as many people. I don’t text or call as much as I use to. I just smile and laugh as I stand there with my friends during school but all I want to do is just leave. I don’t know what’s bothering me. Nothing seems to put a real smile on my face anymore. My happiness comes and goes. I wish for once I could just be happy for a long period of time.
Torrance, Cali. Gardena Cali. Hawthorne Cali. Lawndale Cali. Redondo, Cali. Carson Cali. Man, man I love Cali. Long Beach, Cali. Inglewood, Cali. Compton, Cali. Watts, Cali. Los Angeles, Cali. Hollywood, Cali. Man, man I love Cali.
Torrance. Lawndale. Redondo. Long beach. Carson. Hawthorne. & Gardena <3
