I don’t believe that all guys are the same. I don’t believe all guys are players. I believe that even the players have some good in them. That they’re just looking for love and are somehow lost in their own maze of lies and betrayal. I don’t regret being played back then. But, shouldn’t I be hurt about it? No, because I learned from it. In the end, even the player(s) knew they messed up and apologized. Girls, not all guys are the same. We’re just like them. We get hurt, they get hurt. They deal with pain just like we do, yet they don’t show it as much. There is some good in the bad. Its’ all up to you. Stop assuming every guy is just like every other. You wouldn’t want to be assumed that you’re just like every other girl would you? Didn’t think so.
February 2011
January 2011
Sometimes I wish I didn’t give a shit about school so I can stop putting stress on myself. But no, I care about school. About my grades, about how I do on exams, about finals. Sometimes I just wished I didn’t. That way I can be stress free.
It’s not like a stress all the time, but when finals come around I feel like I haven’t learned shit. Even when I pay attention in class.
I’ve spent about four hours studying, & I feel like I still don’t know shit. Oh well, I need my sleep. Goodnight.
A lot of my friends don’t understand why I freak out over a “B” on report cards or try so hard for a 4.0 gpa. It’s not because of my parents, nor is it because I want to be the smartest person in school.
I do it because I want a better life for myself, a career I love that will provide for me. I want that business degree from USC or to be a registered nurse. I want a career that comes with a good income.
I understand money isn’t everything. But with money, I can provide for myself, for my family. I don’t want to struggle to pay rent or see my parents still working when they’re in their old age. I want to own my own house, to own two or three cars, to spend as much as I want when I’m shopping, to spoil my parents.
I want it all. I want to be successful.
I get really offended when people call my friends “bad people” because of the things they do. Just because they do things that society doesn’t exactly approve of, doesn’t mean they have bad intentions and morals. I hate hearing “you need to hang out with people that get better grades, and don’t smoke or drink.” It’s ironic because my friends that do those things do get good grades, and not all people that get good grades are good friends. You assume that “good people” won’t hurt me. Sucks, because those people have hurt me before, and my “bad friends” have always stuck with me and they genuinely care about me. So before you stereotype people based on what you see, look past all of that. There’s more to a person than the things you know.
I get really offended when people call my friends “bad people” because of the things they do. Just because they do things that society doesn’t exactly approve of, doesn’t mean they have bad intentions and morals. I hate hearing “you need to hang out with people that get better grades, and don’t..
Nothing hurts more than walking pass a complete stranger who you used to be in love with.
We should hang out? Not when we used to talk daily and I still hit you up once in a while but you kill our conversations with your one word responses. Maybe that’s why we don’t talk as much buddy.
Who don’t know shit but talk like they do. They think they know everyone, like shut the fuck up.
Nipsey Hussle - Late Night & Early Mornings
I don’t think we can be friends.
I like to joke around & call you names like:
- Ugly - But you’re actually pretty/handsome
- Stinky - You probably smell good
- Smelly - You probably always smell good
- Etc.
Or tell you things like:
- “I don’t like you” - I love you, kinda.
- “You’re ugly!” - You’re pretty.
- “Go somewhere!” - I’m kidding, I want you to stay.
But if you’re one of those people who can’t take a joke or take everything seriously, we’re not gonna work out as friends.