Sometimes I wish I didn’t give a shit about school so I can stop putting stress on myself. But no, I care about school. About my grades, about how I do on exams, about finals. Sometimes I just wished I didn’t. That way I can be stress free.
It’s not like a stress all the time, but when finals come around I feel like I haven’t learned shit. Even when I pay attention in class.
I’ve spent about four hours studying, & I feel like I still don’t know shit. Oh well, I need my sleep. Goodnight.
A lot of my friends don’t understand why I freak out over a “B” on report cards or try so hard for a 4.0 gpa. It’s not because of my parents, nor is it because I want to be the smartest person in school.
I do it because I want a better life for myself, a career I love that will provide for me. I want that business degree from USC or to be a registered nurse. I want a career that comes with a good income.
I understand money isn’t everything. But with money, I can provide for myself, for my family. I don’t want to struggle to pay rent or see my parents still working when they’re in their old age. I want to own my own house, to own two or three cars, to spend as much as I want when I’m shopping, to spoil my parents.
I want it all. I want to be successful.
Nothing hurts more than walking pass a complete stranger who you used to be in love with.
We should hang out? Not when we used to talk daily and I still hit you up once in a while but you kill our conversations with your one word responses. Maybe that’s why we don’t talk as much buddy.
Who don’t know shit but talk like they do. They think they know everyone, like shut the fuck up.
I don’t think we can be friends.
I like to joke around & call you names like:
- Ugly - But you’re actually pretty/handsome
- Stinky - You probably smell good
- Smelly - You probably always smell good
Or tell you things like:
- “I don’t like you” - I love you, kinda.
- “You’re ugly!” - You’re pretty.
- “Go somewhere!” - I’m kidding, I want you to stay.
But if you’re one of those people who can’t take a joke or take everything seriously, we’re not gonna work out as friends.